I need to grow thicker skin...

I have been so overwhelmed with this feeling of sadness for the past few days. I totally picked the wrong time to quit smoking, its making something that should be fairly easy relatively hard. Seeing him every day has been very awkward, even though I've been good about putting on a happy, friendly face around him. It makes me feel terrible, like I'm lying to him…

On a good note : 3 days and no cigarette. And it’s Friday. I get to see Brian this weekend, we’ll get going to a concert and doing dinner.

That’s all I got right now. Bah.